Life. that's why I can't sleep at night Tossing till I turn on the lights Woke Feeling voids consuming inside avoid All problems in my life Real No way to really tell anymore Drugs Got me knocking satans door Hope I lost and I ain't looking no more Friends Float away like dust in the air Weed Get rid of a ounce in a day Like fire in the wind I'm always blazing back hay Slowly I'm shacking myself back to life From all the drugs and knifes stuck in my spine I finally figured them out it's all a lie A wolf with a mask one hell of a good disguise You aint pulling the whole over my eyes I've done this plenty of times I've finally discovered my soul And I'm finally letting that bitch go I was delt one hell of a hand One pair a pair of some 2s Both of these middle fingers pointed aiming at you No matter the stress won't let it get to my head Days had to drag myself outa this bed Taking 3 blunts to the face and a couple of perkys stated my day Iphone going all crazy like it was my old lady Had to leave a dollar waiting on a dime And I ain't waisting anymore time Off to the streets dropped out of school it didnt pay for me to eat But I been steady shipping and getting and bringing them packs in lately Some things are just so true that it Hurst But even worse is being lied too It like Putting faith in someone you never knew everyone alive So while i got the moment Witch one of y'all are actually living Cause lately it's getting harder to deal with it Stress so heavy but I know I can't sit I'm hungry my pockets been eating lint A job it's just so hard to keep I swear I feel like I'm a different breed Black sheep of my family I'm sure a lot of people do Great minds think alike and that's so true But growing up we never had a clue That things become habits A lot of people are addicts And there's no such thing as magic Oh the imagination Being so inecint nothing around us was basic So just remember that kid you use to be Is still hiding inside Wondering how things got so different If we could only take steps back through history And I'd meet the younger me Fire up a joint so i could explain A day awaits where nothing will ever be the same