Toten a glock starting at the age of 8 used to have nothing staring at my plate had a bunch of nights staying up late tryna figure out the next play one thing to learn, neva talk to the Jake's used drugs for pay, not hourly wage My life a whole book now, not no 1 page Feel like my life a movie,just set to one stage Always feeling trapped like I live inside a cage That was before drugs and abuse but all it took was for my parents to get loose didn't have no say, I was always accused When I was young I had no clue I was always at home, or rolling with the crew felt like they stuck with me like real glue or like honey, no Winnie the poo only way to escape was being in the stew used to get beat til my face turned blue felt like there was nothing that I could really do so drugs and alcohol is what I turned to sippin on dirty and rollin up a few in the back of my head I always knew what alcohol and drugs would eventually do but I was sick, not talkin bout the flu (wait for the beat drop) The day I turned 10, I had to watch a drive by I couldn't understand what was happening, I cant lie My dad got shot in total 4 times 2 in his stomach, 1 in his head, with the last one grazing his left thigh Was just trying to celebrate my birthday with little family I got Now all I can do is just wipe snot from the tears that I shed and the tears that I bleed and now you know I was in need of help,of love, of anything wishing I could be the king wished other people felt my sting used to search for help, but not on Bing used to love skating til a shooting hit the rink my whole life flashed in an instant blink -- i realized it was just me and my brother felt like I really didn't even have a mother never been able to respect one another the way she kicked me out, she should be a punter --- life of a kid, yeah it's sadly true all the days are just so blue now I'm chillin smoking in the booth got other lil homies in my old shoes just the lifestyle that your born into ain't know real way for them to choose it stays internal like a bruise got my life rocking like a cruise