(Father be with me as I go down this path I beg you not to forsake me I'll return more stronger as your warrior, but rn I feel like I'm lost gotta find myself.) Lord why is it that I always pray I feel that you're not listening and I end up answering my own prayers I ain't judging you that's what you do If I don't doubt you the less I believe in you Why do you always take the ones that deserve life instead of the suicidal ones Why am I in so much pain when I always spread love You say that we gotta love each other but why don't I get the love back You watching over me but my life is a disaster I was once a happy boy in a warm family Why did my parents have to separate when I was eight Lord I grew up with anger, cause my family was never stable Why is it that the more we believe in you the more we become poor We believers for your sake You say money is evil then why do we need it to survive We end up sacrificing ourselves to Lucifer so that our families can survive Why do I only hear the devils voice inside my head and not yours Why can't you protect me Am I not your son Lord you say that we have to forgive each other But why can't you forgive Lucifer I mean he's your son after all Why you turning us against him I find it hard to forgive cause you ain't leading by example Why am I surrounded by fake friends Or maybe you juss putting me up to a test Lord are you even there why can't I feel your presence Does heaven and hell exist I'm not saying that I don't believe in you I still have faith But what if the bible was written by humans just to braunwash, manipulate and control our lives I need you but you ain't easy to conversate with I just hope I don't have to answer myself this time, the least you could do is to visit me in my dreams Ps Mr Jonathan your true believer