Lying lying Telling me I’m ur atlas a titan Or am I perses who constantly fightin I treated you like a goddess Gave you all I have every ounce of solace Gave my honesty and loyalty and every promise All I asked is for you is to be honest But now I feel like a toy in your pocket What we have was really awesome now trying not to turn to an alcoholic product Trynna keep my feet planted on something solid Knowing Ive yet to hit rock bottom and feels like another skeleton in my closet Yet why would you acknowledge Even tho you’ve never asked a cent from my wallet It’s like I don’t know who to believe the passengers or the pilot and I’m ready to start a riot Feels like I’m in an asylum But can I have a answer just to keep my thoughts silent Your breaking me like it’s a talent You ask for me to stay and I stay compliant And yes I may be bigger like a giant Yet I value you above all else like diamond yet you put me back in the clinic making me another client Making me see pills on my horizon You said I can turn to you my only one But now I have no one But I’m glad you have all the help to outrun Your pain so you can start to overcome Your problems Just don’t forget to write since I’m knocked out to rock bottom Oh driving by Trucking far and wide Trying to save up just to provide Yet you stay quiet as you run and hide Even after I asked you to be my bride You said yes to be my wife I praised you as the goddess of my life But I’m a hot mess from your lie Or I could be far from truths light Yet why won’t you tell me what’s inside All I asked for you to be by my side Now I’m fighting suicide Because deep inside I’m not alright Wanna stick a gun barrel In my lips but only barrel I put between my lips are open bottles and take sips While praying for my mental survival Leaving my night stand full of open Bibles Since I’m my own rival Had enough with my image it’s an eyeful