I'm Lost this fuckin pain manifests in my head, I've neglected my family that's why I get no fuckin sleep when I lay sober in bed, I use my feet in tha streets when I shred, it's Sk8board bitch cause fuckin Caleb is dead, my fuckin past, present and future is mumbled under my breath, I used to slit my fuckin wrists to watch blood pour from my flesh, was just a strugglin adolescent possessed with boredom I guess, I can't take none of this stress I used to lie to my mother and steal her shit and do meth, lost my father at 13 and I'm still mourning his death, 1954, that shit was some of my best, wanna get this shit off my chest an start fresh like rub my face wit some zest, I must confess when it's my time an they lay me down in tha depths, I hope you sense tha fuckin feelings in this song I express I'm fuckin Lost in this life an I deal with monsters at night, but if I stick to this music I know my future is bright, so fuck these demons and darkness I'm standing tall in the light, an I'm gonna make it to the top there is no doubt in my mind, there is no doubt in my mind. it's bound to happen this time, I'm fuckin putting in work an bitch I write every line, just fuckin wrote me a hook an Sk8board back on tha grind, it's my time an I'm inclined to tell you that I do this shit to unwind, see every sign an design telling me I'm one of a kind, so take a moment sit back pop you a top an recline, take in this story don't ignore it this ain't no nursery rhyme, yessir I'm one of a kind, pops told me not to play wit fire that shit make you go blind, but I'm blind to tha fact straight out tha fire attack right off tha bat wit these raps drano these buckets Ajax, could have been ahead of my class but I cut this grass for my jack, I'm not complainin I'm just saying I got some weight on my back, Imma carry this scary shit keep my ass right on track, just dim the lights prepare to fight an watch me fade to pitch black. I'm Lost Sk8board