people wanna talk shit always wanna judge a bitch but why im mean they never sit back and ask there self why like why i took them pills why i smoke this weed like all the shit. dealing with mentally.it goes way back back before i was a teen 12 years old child hood ended for me my mother god reat her soul put me through allot her drug addiction i rwmember watching her at night thinking will tonight be the night she fucken dies the fucked up men she brought in our life so abusive but no one believes an out of control teen my only eacape was my grandmas house that shit ended 2 weeks before my 16th birthday... i lost it my mind went crazy cuts down my legs god please take me it fucken sucked ro think my mom didnt care my dad in prison no one was there ... getting high i forgot everything then my dad dad came home when i was 17 were so much alike we cant live together so me of course i moved out with a man who other wise i would of never considered being with during all this i get pregnant have a little girl kaylea marie i changed my ways god gave me a baby but its like i got slapped in the face he took her after 27days so yeah i started drinking taken pills this fucked up life how whould u deal 7 years after that dwaling with the father of my first 3 kids would beat me put pillows over my face he fucked up went to prison o got away to get with a guy old enough to be my dads age thats how i got dalton jayce the age difference it would of never worked next week was kaleb the biggest mistake of my life i dont regret our kids but i lost all five when i went to prison the judge kept bringing my dad up in my situation small ass town crucked ass cops i went to prison got back with his sorry ass acouple months later he stabbed me 7 times in the head and people wanna talk shit ive over came alot found the love of my life and got a second chance at being a mom ot doesnt take the place of my prher five i miss them so much one day i pray they know the truth why i sold pills and everything they are going through i look at my youngest as he lays sound asleep.. and thank God for the second chance i just pray the juge sees it when may hets here cause dalton Jayce im fighting its been almost a year it took this long to get anywhere thats with no help just me so people judge and say what you want .... at the end of the day i know why i act this way