Lately - Featured 26 -03-22 Alright check it - As of late it's like that I've been getting high like nothing matters, With my back against the wall throughout the night and as it happens I'm lost in deep thought within my dreams I'm just a passenger. rookie to the sorts of all the things I've got to master. - Master. if only i could find my way, nd I'm stuck inside my mind yo at times im not okay im stuck inside its like when at times im feeling scattered, Its like I walk the line with madhatter n the rabbit - And life is tragic when your just another rapper N my ex she calls me chaos but I guess that doesn't matter does it matter? come stand with me at the holy gates, would i still get in, Even if i lost my faith? Lately.. Yea! as of late And / deep thoughts from the darkness of depression, That I'm lost in I'm a hostage to these voices and I reckon Anxiety gets the best of me no bullshit for a second and its like a fucking rivalry, playing out inside of me, quietly im trying to archive what is mine rightfully, but sometimes i just want to be different, entirely yeah!! See. kifes a My name is Nathan and i am only 26, ive lost everything, even my own common sense. and in a sense ive lost my innocence and even more, i have no money let me tell you' this isnt fun, coz everytime i check my bank it says insufficient funds. feel deficient im just feeling like im feeling numb as of late its like that ive been getting high like nothing matters, with my back against the wall regretting why but does it matter. im sitting reminiscing thinking i dont wanna be hear, but shit happens Yeah - Shit happens!