Shant bezubebaan hua is bheed me kahi gumnam har raat bhar gaya me bhatke hue in rasto me meri aadaton me jab log milte he phul khilte he aisa log kahte he but me nahi manta hun sachai janta hun ki mare naseeb me nah he koi zuban bezuban me rah gaya un laati ke neeche oiss gaya is sanskaar ka bojh lekar kut gaya, karzo me doob gaya sochu suicide is right but kare fight with all my might this feeling of letting it go fly in the air feel the breeze as float for a second and go screaming down at the speed if my broken dreams as they crash on the concrete 400 feet below situation is critical ambulance bulao doctor bulao sochi kya kare.. M sorry is it me koi allowed nahi he sab out I said get out sister bar the door let the gauze come and the sedatives flow as I try to piece together the bones shattered beyond repair i see the last ounces of strength giving way to defeat u close your eyes as they shine for one last time.. Pack up chalo ghar