Smoked pain, ugh #drifgang I’ve been crying my brains out But I haven’t smoked my pain away When I’m depressed I only take walks on rainy days Seems like everyday I screw up I try to find out what I did wrong Errbody be like “he’s just tryna make a little song” Screw that it’s more deeper than you think Not tryna give a little wink I only see reality when I blink and snapped out of it ———- I heard that bitch was original Please don’t give me a signal People keep saying I’m bilingual I’m just speaking gibberish My thoughts go deep Bad thoughts when I sleep If I make one little peep I’m screwed secret secret secretly happy but I’m in a mood Laying on my back starring at the sunset what a nice park Making a symbol kinda like a trademark I come from a town where the teens Smoke the leans Acting like their mean Smoking since their 14 Some of them are tiny like a bean I swear when am I gonna make my rare achievement I always get the bad treatment Listening to this song right now I think it’s decent they plant a bomb at the worst spots it goes kaboom Crying my eyes out I need to find a room All this pressure now Everyday I be thinking how Everyday I could be walking in the darkside No food no water I feel like a dead man walking I keep my mouth shut you ain’t gon hear me talking or snitching I ain’t gon be switching I stay 4L -chorus- Lurkin at night Starring at the night sky what the what is that sight It’s so big It could snap me like a twig Errbody said my hair is a wig So many haters So many random online daters I’m antisocial Not anti local Watch out for the vocal Flying in the air Keep asking me for a dare me casually not caring about that Like the ugly duck I have bad luck When am I gonna get good luck Still sitting here in my thoughts This winter possible hypothermia I gotta hide in the suburbia -chorus-