ya i keep getting fucked up every night cuz I don't wanna deal with myself my life been getting sorta crazy so I just run back to my pass and pick up that bottle and drink it til im half dead cuz I don't wanna think abt whats going on I keep getting fucked up til im half dead I know this ain't the road to go but it keeps coming around so I keep drinking til im someone I don't know I wanna talk to someone but I feel like Noone relates to me I can't stand the pain that I have its back to old me my thoughts keep keep going repeat it everyday and night alcohol ain't my friend but I keep drinking til im fucked up i know I need to quit I have to do better but I can't cuz the pain I have I hate the person I am when I start to drink cuz he's angry and mean and don't give a fuck what u think im having problems with faith I need help but this bottle keeps coming around and around ya