lonely Hearts

👇Lyrics Below 👇 @rapfame_ar_team @moderator_en @moderator_judge_en #SonnetFled #AbsenceOfLight My heart grew lonely and metomorphed into ice. Black and glacial, formidable, an the prism is nice. And I'm invited by the darkness, in the absence of light. Been afflicted with the catastrophic loss of sight. So I strive in the catacombs of poverous plight. Know what's right, know what's wrong, but I'm foreseeable evil. Take advantage of the intellect that filled out feeble. I've lost too many people to the pills and needles. Who now fly like eagles in a celestial sphere. Enveloped by the shadows, I abandoned my fears. It's been years since I polished my tears. So I'm finna say cheers to being emotionally numb, cause what can't be forgotten never comes undone. I hit home runs and run all bases. I'm a one woman team, may as well embrace it. My lonely heart, and I can no longer take it. Chorus: When the heart is lonely it can succumb to the dark. Too many, too many lonely, lonely broken hearts. When the heart is lonely it can fall and break apart. Too many, too many lonely, lonely broken hearts. Verse 2: Aorta dispersed endorphins surging my veins. So I emphasize my lonely heart succumbed by the brain. Doesn't help numb the pain, just takes the edge off. Find the ill minded in the dark alley hand offs. No cough, we engulfed in the sickness. Here poverty lies and strikes where the dope sick is. Where slicing bricks acquisition the psych. It's the high from epidermal pierced by a spike, but momementary satisfaction doesn't last through the night. I lost all control and the will to live, so I'm sorry if you question why I don't have friends. I'd make amends, but Im too far gone, and theres nothing left that I can build upon. It's a new dawn, but I already made my bed. Agonized by fabricated voices in my head, of those 6 ft under, buried and fled. Chorus: When the heart is lonely it can succumb to the dark. Too many, too many lonely, lonely broken hearts. When the heart is lonely it can fall and break apart. Too many, too many lonely, lonely broken hearts. Verse 3: This isolated heart just can't be defib'ed, I don't want to resurrect if I have to relive, chewed over memories that cause my affliction. Agonizing nights, pain and addiction. Words a depiction, of the way I was forced to live. I just couldn't hate, so I choiced myself to forgive. Everything they ever did, but never my reaction. Snapped at their incoherent distraction. My intolerance got bad, and my mood became lethal, I decriminalized perception to minimize the evil. So their voices fell on death ears, now I'm ashamed I left them abandoned for months or years. Realize your worse fears when you get that call. I never wanted cry, I only wanted to brawl. If you ask me demons are angels meant to fall. We might be living, but we're not surviving at all.