reminisce yeah it's time I address the remnants of my past memories come and go so vaguely makes me wonder Am I really living Am I in a dream my mind keeps showing me all of these images like a ray of sunlight wake me if I'm really sleeping maybe I came from another time and place let's face it this reality AINT So complacent I'm really outta sorts I can't handle this living nightmare this world is falling apart seems to be a systematic nightmare where innocence is stolen served as a delicacy young boys and girls hunted for their young flesh and blood woman taken for their wombs and forced to give themselves up in sex trades this perverted disease spreads like wild fire seems like everywhere I go sex money and material rules everything around me everyone seems fake as they come It's a constant battle of my witts I been trying so hard not to second guess my instincts things can be such an illusion they are not what u think or see so at times I feel so damn delusional I push everyone away from me I can't trust them I'm guarded with my emotions it hurts that my heart is so damn elusive I try to isolate myself from all these wicked ways smoking drinking thinking all night long so I can't sleep I long for a Dream I just can't feel it in my presence I seem to be numb for the moment memories come and go so vaguely makes me wonder Am I really living Am i in a dream my mind keeps showing me all of these images like a ray of sunlight ( paradise paradise) wake me if I'm really sleeping