i was down on my back turned out it was a blessing took all my ls like a man turned them ls to lessons wtf would u b if u been thru all this pain walking alone i buryed my daddy in his grave wasnt suppose to be this way i was put here for a purpose i aint perfect everything happen for a reason why tha fuck u leave me shit got rough u split wtf u said u would b here for me till we died all that shit was a lie idk why i fuck wit you you wont even look at a pic of me crazy how people change act like that fuck wit u but behind yo back run yo name thats a mf shame i really didnt put nun past you i aint mad at you got trust issues so i dont trust anybody an u got me fucked up i aint hiden from anybody i aint hard to find catch me in kleberg fucking on 2 racheats like teamwork an i dont need no feedback ima do me and u do what u can u say u hate me now but bitch when im gone u really gone miss me i wear my heart on my sleeve disagree to agree u say im pos thats yo opinion i tell my son and my daughters i love em when i see them i kno i b distant it becuase i love them i tend to hurt my closes ones tha most i aint perfect i make mistakes sorry i told u i love u showed u diffrent were was u at when i had no place to go im talking to u momma why we always at eatch other throat that nite u said i couldnt stay i slept in tha cold but i dont fold went to tha pen and it taught me alotta shit i kno one thing u get sum time u can tell tht bitch bye she gone split b on ur homeboy dick tht why it mob till we die get sum money and let em see u shine i wish u tha best lil momma sorry it turned out this way gotta love u from a distance cuz im going back in tha system now im sitting in this cell reminiscing when u was my bestfriend now u act brandnew new i was goin do this alone long nites fist fights hot then a bitch in summer time u wished this shit on me said i diserved it sum times i feel like u tha devil an im just reminiscing just wishing you could feel this pain i wont fold it goin make better mane all my life it been this way im here for a purpose and sum times i feel worthless you can hear tha pain in my verces them people wanna take me from my family this shit hurt it feel like a curse my kids gone get it tha worse when i get done wit my time ima come home an reinburse my time you life goin throw curves at you gotta stick and move use ur eyes as ears cause u need to watch yo surroundings these mf b leches snakes surrond you always go with ur gut feeling that bitch never lie pain dont show it keep ur head up and fade it even if they kno it show no weakness that bitch you fuckin she could b tha devil im hoping in my whip hitn tha peddle going in fullthrotle this bitch im wit look like a model but she act like she from kleberg that 213 straight toss up from stark all tha way ta silverado niggas round here carry poles and allotta dope cum over here wantn smoke u can get it anyday this not a place u wanna raise yo baby this bitchhes is messy they dont act like no lady and u wonder why my bitch ass b actin shady im bein passionate herelately reminiscing in a cell im about ta b this rite here really gone sho who my nigga b think about me send me a letter or 2 ima miss yall mf 2 it is what it is an this here what i gotta do fade all and bar nun how im diven in and aint looking back freedom im tryna get it back pick up tha pieces to tha puzzle were i left you man how i miss tha twins 2 i shed a tear to day thinking bout u