no one could ever prepare ya for shit like this the darkness swalllows you down into the abyss memory faded about to fucking flip every time i try getting denied working for a better life all the things sacrificed i gotta remember to let shit go ano another note another melody healing remedy plausable dinabilties downtown anxiety about to live a life of sobriety definitely another fucked mup side of me now and forever intentionaly devoured everything in front of me high risklike i dont give a fuck sickening as it is a desire to consider it as it was is and shall always be life time forgotten for what was an hounest mistake at least i wasn't a liare or fake in-between your moments of hate