#lonelylove #rapfame #beginner straight out the sky jumping off the clouds head first so when i hit the bottom it no longer hurts ive lived a life full of earth all my life i been treated like dirt always felt i was cursed a few people have seen the evil indeed some notice the demons before my responses knock umm unconscious i try to avoid any type of conflict try my hardest not to cut umm short but me being rudes the only way to get through then ima doo what i gotta do so i dont end up letting loose then pin ball every dude with attidude till they fall yelling timber cause they stood tall im off the top like a swantan bomb dropping asses who get mad at the truth ..... im not one to sit easy with emotions so i shoot out with explosions changing the moment i look around the room loising focus grasping what had me laughing turn all cloudy cause i can only see happiness through pix im soft as this pillow thats sound proof and tear full soaked with my eyes swet im hanging on by a thread wondering why i cant get a minute to see how my sons been why i gotta risk my freedom knocking on the door i once lived say its my fault im gone but thats wrong like ignoring my calls when youd blow up my phone being the only number on the call log still an applause i was solid all along gave you what you promised to give me but the chance i never had like asking approval for your hand getting sized up by your dad we could've been what i wish we where if theyd never interviene so wipeing tears with my shirt i reminece then feel the heavy hits and drop for a long fall down to the bottom again i lost all i belived was mine including my shine cant find where it went its been lost in the wind as if every dream i had as a kid was a myth my past stayed in motion now i just keep going while my thoughts all corroded not knowing where the road is i drift off into darkness land sliding cliffs when my warnings dont switch the topics quit talking bout why im not with my kid my hearts heavy even while its broken leaving pieces missing looking for a reason my love keeps bleeding out from all the times you begged me to stay then out in the rain soaked staring off into space i wish i could fill up the space you leave empty driving away drives me insane im hard on ice ina cold world ima fire for life and the blister after being burnt like the scars i got from being hurt .....