I Listen for my two angel baby boys in the sky I'll never understand why you got ripped away why you had to die I loved you while you were growing and I 2 were the reason I was glowin My music was even getting better cuz you 29 have me flowing God took one of you at five and a half months my other lil man a little past 7 Barely got to see your faces but at least I know you made it to where babies go in heaven1 My heart will forever be broken it has to be karma n I'll never be forgiven Hook Now we lay our angel babies down to sleep I can feel the heavens bleed n weep My soul dropped when i heard There was no little heartbeat Never Such pain ive never felt n on god so deep The one thing that aill never go away is my grief I want just one minute to say i luv u baby Pleasep But ill never get it so i drop to both of my Knees Plz god make me strong when i feel this Weak End hook My little angel babies he never gave us a chance But Mama Will Always Love You and I'll save my boys my last dance Both my boys I have prayed and prayed for I swear to God I would of done nothing but loved you and adored I want to fall down to the ground crying on the floor Everyday I want my angel babies back more n more But I won't see you until I cross those pearly n Golden Gates I don't even know if that will happen because of everything that I've done out of hate or all the sins I did I cant Xscape But I stayed sober when I was pregnant with both of you I did everything in my power to keep my little baby Boos I have nightmares almost every night of losing you two A lot of days I want to follow you and be right there next to you Hook Now we lay our angel babies down to sleep I can feel the heavens bleed n weep My soul dropped when i heard There was no little heartbeat Never Such pain ive never felt n on god so deep The one thing that aill never go away is my grief I want just one minute to say i luv u baby Pleasep But ill never get it so i drop to both of my Knees Plz god make me strong when i feel this Weak End hook Lord knows I've done a lot of wrong but I'm trying to do right It's an endless battle that I'm always going to fight People love to think I'm forever doing wrong but honestly all I try to do is right And I'll say my prayers when I wake up and before I go to bed every single night I pray God has kept you boys safe and because I believe in him and have my Faith I believe he has you in his good grace You boys will always b a huge part of my heart and soul and spirit that can't ever be replaced My two little babies ill never see you grow or when your men see either of your faces I wonder what kind of men u would be If you receive my morals and values and help that old lady across the street If you would love and respect women until your very last heartbeat If you guys would man up and be able to stand on your own two feet Please look down on Mommy cuz I need you now I need My guardian angels because my health is going south I'm getting sicker and sicker and there isnt no doubt I'm not ready to go anywhere yet unless theres a longer route I cant wait to hold you boys in my arms I was so sick both times i never got a chance to mourn I know your daddy would have loved to see you born Both of us arent just shattered n broken. Were torn Now we lay your lil bodies down for a permanent sleep We try to b gentle n delicate but together we weep So many words mommy n daddy willgrr never speak. We still going to try again... God plz dont repeat Hook Now we lay our angel babies down to sleep I can feel the heavens bleed n weep My soul dropped when i heard There was no little heartbeat Never Such pain ive never felt n on god so deep The one thing that aill never go away is my grief?1 I want just one minute to say i luv u baby Pleasep But ill never get it so i drop to both of my Knees Plz god make me strong when i feel this Weak End song