Why do I feel like I'm always drowning The weight on the world is becoming so over powering Now I usually can cope but it's over flowing Sometimes my brain just crushes me cuz of everything it be knowing Now I'm baring my soul so afraid of showing So hard to admit where I've been going Trying so hard just to survive fight n keep growing While tears well up n keep overflowing Where tf has my glow been How'd I lose it damn where do I begin After all this shit is it my turn for a win Or is it just fukn me cuz of all my sin? I'm treading water but close to drowning All this hate n negativity always surrounding While I'm lost tryna to find me Am I even still here or are to many demons surrounding I guess I'll find out if I ever find me I've been picked apart piece by piece Only thing left is the gizzards no meet But yet I haven't met defeat Cuz I'm still standing on both damn feet Paralyzed n it made me aware Humbled the fukout me n I know. Life's not fair still a warrior I'm not going anywhere