How could you do this to me I’ve been there longer than anyone else could be I don’t want to be just enough I wanted to be the one when things were tough Yea I’m fucking fighting with myself But you didn’t fight for us so that’s why it’s tough Taking all these pills just to get by But you was behind my back lying and acting sly I never wanted to say goodbye So I’m sitting in my bed thinking it was a lie You really played me for a fool No matter what I said you over ruled So I’m going back to the board Sat down and wrote this just to record I was so upset with you We went from good friends to the I love yous I feel so betrayed and used Now my soul is at a low all beaten and bruised I wanted you to be my wife But you stabbed me in the heart just to save your own life Think about all the kids Going back and fourth living in separate cribs I don’t want to feel this pain Standing outside soaking in all the rain Time to start my own campaign It’s a one way track so I’m taking the fastest train