#Heart #On #Ice #To #Much #Lost #Sadnesses #Pain #Memories #Hard #Times #NewEraSuperStars #HeartOnIceRemix loosing my mind. I'm outta of time. been to buried grounds. my whole life. wandering why things doesn't turn out right. sitting up every night. counting my blessings. photos memories on my dresser. just not getting it. jealousy and envy murder my lil brother. illness destroy my mother. fighting to change, what do I gain.. opening my eyes to the same thing.trying to feel shoes, that's so loose. where's my dad at? growing up so fast. needed lessons. the streets was my only answers. asking god! for guidance, no response's in a cold world. face it, every chance this system gets. trying to replace us. stop telling me. nobody racist. dead black faces. some still baby's. becoming outrageous, couldn"t fake it. I cry, but you'll never see coming down my eyes. is to much pride.