toxic..shit is to toxic 4 me ...im honest think that its best that I leave..... I promise now I'm just thinking bout me.... al that fighting and arguing I'm done with that shit..I waz just trying to stay down just to be with my kid...but my heart waznt there so could not commit...I'm doing everything but u say I moving strange.... u talking bout marriage and I can't do wedding rang...u bring up my past trying to make me feel ashamed... shit is so numb to me I can't even feal the pain...I do what I can but u still complain it's u but it's me I'm guessing we feal the same... every shot that u get girl I'm taking the blame...u bringing up bitches and don't know they name...remain cool calm collective this shit fuck wit my brain... my son is involved just add fuel to the flame....