im tired of life im stuck in a trap i just wanna die go ahead and ask why people always tell me to live and survive but noone knows all the demons i fight depression in my head laying in my bed thoughts all i have of the timea that we had i swear that i cared but the thoughts i cant bear maybe if they left you probaly wouldve stayed now im alone in my room counting down my days til the demon's end my pain fuck i swear im a waste if i end up dead its ok noone notices all of my pain suicide plz take me away from this place baby im ok but i just hate to lie that he will take my place and you will be alright i know all your pain i cant see it in your eyes you just wanna cry but i apologize that i couldnt find a way to make you alright im the cause of you pain the cause of your ways my only way out is a blade to my vein maybe i will find some peace in my brain fuck i swear im not ok but i always have to fake put a smile on my face pretend all my pain goes away but the truth i know always stay im just alone in my days maybe it will go away but who knows im ok i know you will never come back and it makes my heart turn black i really miss you laugh you told me not everyone is bad but i finally see that im fading alone in the black smoking til my lungs turn to plaque one day i will smile when i see you with your child getting married with a house see you putting on that blouse seeing your smile makes me proud someone will love you but noine will live me i just want you too see you meant everything to me im tired of life im stuck in a trap i just wanna die go ahead and ask why people always tell me to live and survive but noone knows all the demons i fight depression in my head laying in my bed thoughts all i have of the timea that we had i swear that i cared but the thoughts i cant bear maybe if they left you probaly wouldve stayed now im alone in my room counting down my days til the demon's end my pain fuck i swear im a waste if i end up dead its ok noone notices all of my pain suicide plz take me away from this place i really wanted you to know that no matter all your pain you will always find a way cuz i see it in your eyes the hope in your life i promise im alright i will always fight fir my life i will always fight for you even when the skies nit blue i will make it blue for you i will buy you all my time and i swear you will survive promise me that youre alright promise me that you will fight promise me that you wint cry just promise me plz baby im ok but i just hate to lie that he will take my place and you will be alright i know all your pain i cant see it in your eyes you just wanna cry but i apologize that i couldnt find a way to make you alright im the cause of you pain the cause of your ways my only way out is a blade to my vein maybe i will find some peace in my brain fuck i swear im not ok but i always have to fake put a smile on my face pretend all my pain goes away but the truth i know always stay im just alone in my days maybe it will go away but who knows im ok