Never bye

i just a girl in the middle of the night singing songs and i dunno why when i think bbf i wanna cry cuz some day ima have to say good bye idkw , i feel this all the time , when i sing outta line , i feel like i did a crime . and i know for real , in the future my friends wont be here , and simply what i feel , is sadness in affection. but as we know , someday we've gotta grow , but rn im not fime , and not feeling mad at all