Ay ay ay I hve an addiction to the drugs Cox im sad i jus need hugs In the hospital i had to pull the plugs Pretend to be happy jingle a few jugs Pills take me places i never been They look down on me im jus a human being I can change and be a monster tht u never seen Feeling sad and lonely no one cares bout me Im just like u in a different way I live like u every single day So what's different is it my birth on may Is it my addiction to cocaine Either way we still the same Is not the drugs or me to blame The first i saw u my hopes were high I couldn't see anything i was outa sight I wanted to comfort u hold u tight To let u knw i wont bite U told me to me to leave you alone Knw tht my heart ain't strong like a stone So drugs take me to a comfort zone I want u knw tht u left my very cold Im jus like u in a different way I liv like you every single day So wat different is it my birth on may Is it my addiction to cocaine Either way we still the same It aint the drugs or me to blame