#HeartBreak #MissQB #QueBea #HeartBreakMissQB ...just feelin that days are at it's end.. who can say that we dreamt of a future that never came who can see that we were ignorant and wasted days who can hear the echo of what we wanted back then who can hold on to the last of the memories we spent who not I not you nor anyone else can make it come true in our future I don't see us side by side I see us going one to the left one to the right I don't know how this love dwindled down to silence from sound there is no going back now I feel that the hallow in me has adapted to the empty and being lonely not only has your life been doing its own thing, im not apart of your secrecy and not your priority, and i want to be someone's number one and I want to have somebody who wants to have fun and laugh and cuddle and spent times having goofy jokes and movies and some Suttle laid back nights deep talks and blooming I just want to have the shoulder to lean my head on and an arm to wrap around me when the rocking back n forth dancing in the kitchen hug embraced and kisses on my cheek a d face and then sucking tongues when the pleasures got us from affection and attention and intimacy and silly silly I don't see that with our distance regularly adapting and I don't see my time spent with you when your rapping and I don't have memories of us laughing or even having a heart to heart, you don't even talk to me we've grown apart. you'd rather spend your time doing what you do and avoiding in clues and not around me your fading from me so I just want to let this go before we add more pain to my soul... we can just stop this fantasy imagined as kids where it's never gone be how we wanted and wished...14years and we're not anywhere near anything ...not even our hearts beat together and we don't feel the vibes of love escapes...it's disappearing and I don't know if we can make it canned it fizzle back from the fade, holding onto old day, I let go......so sad how the times are pulling you from me and me from you and moments that I held onto are lost in the current too, floating down the stream away, away from and no futures in it. it just was.... nothing more than then... the games you played my heart was slayed blinded by the way the days went on replay and I'm the one who will have to pay Killin me, a fantasy my mind made up, i lived its faze lost for years inside a maze and ups and downs more downs we stayed nothing ever got to you nothing ever made you want to tear in two nothing had you crying and broke you lived it out and acted on, was just a joke smirked thru my heartache like a giant hoax and I trembled when I had enough pokes I cried so hard when I figured out it was your fake and I still hurt from the wound you stabbed me in my heart I don't know if my smile will ever shine like it did when I was caught up in your pretend and I feel a raw plastered base forming my new gutted shape it's a heartbreak expected when I seen outside the box how truth was not what I thought