#SLVV #NobodisBusiness life and me dont get along. sick of living, carry on anyway for reasons that I've seem to lost. need a cause but can't provide. believe I'm strong but cant deny the weaknesses I keep inside. not less a man for feeling right? cause I feel weak for feeling. appear weaker willed whenever I try to be understanding. and most seem to only fancy my kindness as spineless banter. so fuck you if you think me less to value higher standards. or to actually care an ounce about the demons that you dance with. im tryna keep some respect and live my life with decency. but all I'm ever told is I'm to nice to ever live in peace. people just need to learn if the shits nice than leave it be. why do humans always feel the urge to mess and intervene? I dont wanna make it big. I dont want the baddest bitch. dont even want money man aside from all the basic shit. i just need a steady flow. functional is all i ask. that and for the setting that I'm in to help me feel relaxed. I dont give a middle finger up to all the fame and cash. is it nice sure? but the meaningful is where I'm at. least i try. stray I might a bit but I'ma stay this path. tryna be a human worth keeping on this planets mass. but aches I feel inside my chest are crippling, I may collapse a little bit but forward, that's the only way I stay attached.