hard time.. to be life Me nd life we not alike Use to be friends nd look alike It Changed on me got in my thoughts was all suicide sleepless all night damn got my dreams when dreaming was hard to breathe Been through hell was down on earth. I learn my lesson trust nobody even ppl around you they like you when you u around .when ain't around they talking aloud when you around they make no sound. Ppl pretend lyk they care you cannot see, blind to see, but in my mind I had that thought nd I thought came alive. life your life. Life is fair ppl ain't affair Ppl are snakes watch em bloody poison venom . Kill you while they smile Devil talk faces is evils smile all my neighbors hating like need some favors noo no I'm not Heartless ,quietly always smile but I'm no gonna lie I'm not goin smile ppl change me switch up em imma switch up on em switch em off cut em all I don't need no body man no no Enemies running wild hate on me threw us out like we enemies had no body helping me all of my friends turned on me Physically I was hurt mentally by ppl I know .Black on Black we enemies Not going back to my enemies try take away my energy I was born alone I'm Better off alone Black on black we enemies hating each other Families . Enemies what the reason for making enemies I believe in living peace not making peace . I'm deeper with my thought digging deep tryna Find my peace Imma keep on climbing hills till I reach the peak where I won't play no hide nd seek. I'm not the same no more lost my dignity I feel pain no more I be acting strange like Im locked up in the cage . It so strange how ppl fake even ones you love They love of what you can do for them I saw it all show no love No not give no love no more I Hate em all Give my love to God oh Praying everyday not to fall oh If I fall oh I won't be the same like before oh I keep my head up high just to stay alive I look at life different coz we not alike . kill you while they watch nd smile..