#StanRemix2 #Biggest #Fan #Look #Up #To #You #Always #NewEraSuperStars #moderator_en How do I begin it's a lot to say again. mom and dad always fussing, cursing, bugging, thinking they fell apart from trusting, loving, discussing, divorce, sounds disgusted up all night, slam doors,banging on the walls. 911 calls, we once had it all. can't sleep, watching tv until it watch me. sometimes I talk to my girlfriend about nightmares, dreams, we trying to work as a team. she means alot. hope one day we can tie the knot. buy a new house, another lesson in question, sorry for the messed up, is so much stuff, dealing with to much you're my favorite rapper,I look up to. always open about your stories.how you came up. love your style, how it relates to the things everyone facing now. it's has been a while, I thought it wasn't no other, who would've understood my suitation troubles. loosing my Patience's. still wating, pacing, shaking, time being wasted, I need a break. saving money to go far away. struggling every day. on my knees I pray. oh god help me. need to calm down. but how, feelings is hidden inside. looking around at signs. appointments, pointless, doctor's have the wrong picture of me now. every visits, something different, acting out, prescrible drugs, that suppress scars,tears, the suffering years. started taken prescriptions. no one wants to hear it. I'm glad I can write you this. You're the only one that listens. your biggest fan!stand miss you.on the wall is big posters and sentimentals. the girl I date is Ashley been together 2 years, thank you! for asking. went to your last concert, with your face on our shirts I was so happy at first. is was amazing and awesome, try to get your attention, you saw me. kept talking and walking, I took it the hardest. went home heart broken.felt like you just ignore me. my girl and I had great moments, some was nice, others had it's ups and downs. no matter what. agree to stay put, she stole my heart like a crooked. memories of us. in the year book. went to the same school. she's not happy with the choice's and decision, in our chapters, new beginnings, always something unlisted, missing, barely kissing, upset she couldn't finish. the college we once attended. 3 weeks later. found she was pregnant, having my baby, still thinking what to name it. keep telling her to be strong, everything will be ok. upset so we just left. on the free way, speeding, I don't need you. every word I believe you. not thinking, be quiet ashley, trying drive can't see nothing. I should pull to side.where's the lines. loosing it. all I ever wanted. was to meet you. told everyone I knew. I was going to. let me down, like my dad and mom. about to end up in a place. of no coming back. how I supposed send that. you probably will never respond. been needed a response. to late, out of time. Sign Stan