dear momma momma save me from these gunshots as they blast past my ear knowing that the shooter is near is today gonna be the day if so momma don't shed a tear just know that if I get hit I'm near near death so pray for me momma life isn't fair and I know your love you share and that I'll always have a place in your heart cause you care dear momma the past is catching up they got me down I can't get up in my mind I'm yelling for you for you momma ima stay true but they got me running with bullets flying and I don't know what to do if the system would of kept me with you and dad I wouldn't be hear now every day I look over my shoulder with fear it was blood in blood out they should of killed me then but for my kids I had to get out back then cause I didn't want my kids to live there future as a gangbanger but momma if my time come just know I tried my best but we were at war with the west it was just one big test momma just know that I tried my best so when they come for blood I won't miss anything but your touch so momma don't shed a tear for me if my time comes I'll be watching over you and the kids you will see just remember the good times and when you hear my name I hope you hear the chimes so watch over my little ones if my time comes at my funeral let them know who I really was momma I can hear them near there out side and I can hear the gun shots in my head as if I already died for my kids and my love tell them I tried I tried to get out so they had a better life as I'm in the afterlife just make sure the world don't forget me let them know I was just a lost boy and I filled your life with joy but there here to destroy so when you look up at the night sky don't ask why and just know I'm one of the stars that light up the night I'll always be in your heart just know I just played my part I knew the deal from the start after they took me from you I just wanted family and the gang was the only thing there dear momma I'm sorry for always keeping you up at night all worried if I'm gonna win the fight the fight against my self or my enemies I remember coming to the house with a glock on my hip with dem hollow tips I remember you saying I'm safe and I don't need it but momma they want me dead and that I tread cause once I'm gone are they gonna stop as my life ends all I hear is pop