if you really wanna know what im feeling i suggest you listen to what im saying. the bag up its official seen alot on the way to the top. blocks hot, but I give it what I got. spending 24 /7 grinding out. of that position i was stuck in. daddy never stuck in he was always gone never home thats a trend. for these nigga s that dont give a fuck. left me crushed but I aint cry about it. I just doubted every thing that he said . left feelings on the bed. in them streets heart cold as how we play it. loving mama cause she shielded me from his bull shit. knew he wasnt the man he claimed to be why he aiming at me cause they love didnt make it. im forsaken if you really wanna know how im feeling I suggest you listen to what im saying. its fucked up yeah I feel it out if touch, iT aint appealing putting you threw the same shit that I went thru. but ima tell you it aint by choice you can hear in my voice. spent most of your life behind bars. know them scars grow deeper for every day that I dont see ya. pray to god that he touching ya and leading me back to be the answer. for all them question that you having. do I care and what im after. close them chapters lets breath again. my mistakes is the past. I was stupid then wasnt thinking about the life I was affecting even tho you my reflection. I dont want you growing up like your daddy. if you really wanna know how im feeling I suggest you listen to what im saying. yeah I feel you starting over be the hardest shit. losing everything especially when you had a grip. and had respect for yourself. feeling you was up. going back to them treches mean you slow it up. and reevaluate , recalculate if they aint real in your circle gone and eliminate. I be wanting you at your best but your worst is accepted I aint tripping on it. we all have a moment. where them lights go deem .in that dark place wishing for a win thru that heartache. yeah we all straight till that real shit happen well heres what im asking. if you really wanna know how im feeling I suggest you listen to what im saying..