If You ask me i really miss the feel not just any feels the feels of the pills Suicidal thoughts wants me to commit on that hill trust me nigga that really kills But Depression will never pay the bills momma said i once gave her a chills the O niiggas be lyin in trenches it was to hard to watch my papa die i thought wearin school uniform make me stupid hard to believe that my aunt try to kill me guess everyone to try to peepin wrote a letter for mama imma be on a cama {chorus} Droppin out of school just did coz it's cool hang with my crew by the pool am silent but don't am a fool {verse 2} writin down my wrongs all bout losin our bond you the only reason that am gon makin noise like horn named my bid dick john i really dunno what's goin on really been the one since i was born givin ain't an option while my whole life is on auction my heart already captioned ain't no time to givin on this generation what bout joker and his motivation makin decision out of desperation lotta rappers will never reach their destination The Grandson productions will never help me