War Baby

I was really wasted Mixed emotions #drifgang Mixed emotions I can’t feel anymore My brain and my eye feeling sore can’t go back to when I was really young I was poor, I can’t think I can’t sleep shut the door I got all these people calling my phone people purposely doing stuff to mix my thoughts and plot against me I stayed loyal I never went against thee every once in a while my day was full of glee but when I wake up I feel like hell It felt like the demon put a spell if you wanna fight I’ll go to war baby had me on 30 thousand over this year I’ll go to war baby While you cry get ptsd maybe My mentality is already done I was forced to just jump in and go attempt to relax with the flow just not meant for me again I felt like I went in too deep shit my anxiety makes it so I can’t apologize I can’t talk I can’t think I got locked up and I couldn’t see shit all I saw was a balcony I wanted to jump I can’t lie 2 years later I found out that my fam died and man I wasn’t feeling it and man I wasn’t feeling it back to the future back to the now I look back and I feel proud and shit I feel bad sometimes depressing mistakes makes me feel sad Man I feel like I’m going to war baby, If you want to I can go for sure baby I feel like I’m going to war baby Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah Ay Let’s go to war baby