(Paradox) What Have I Done - Feåtüred.. Alright Check It —. [INTRO] [Verse 1] — I can "hear the devil knocking" but im never gonna let him in.. (Im Never gonna let him in)... (N Im Never Gonna let Him in) — [ECHO] I can hear the devil knocking but im never gonna let him in, "He comes around often, I guess he hoping that I'll slip again. "Right back in the trap" of false security's n lies, taking drugs to numb the pain but its the pain keeps you alive, Throughout the madness It is Chaos, lose the passion, everyday'ah it is "black as the bullet" that i pull it" i aint into you, or "Dead like the roses that ive gone out n i picked for you, In the morning dew im here before the sun even visits "You n I", Who am i. – Talking to loaded gun, "Like Oh‘ whats up Homie Im just thinking do i have the guts to take the shot homie"? Even tho ive fucken had enough, feeling bad as fuck, coming down not fast enough, depression its starts acting up when im "sober n its over all the bull shit it just catchs up, N my mind state of mind paranoid at times i hide away, From everybody, My anxiety is pretty high today "Like who are my friends, To call on at end, When i keep on falling down a mess to pull the fucking trigger n just end it n be done, N just call it little nigger‘ yeah im white thats the pun coz what im doing to my liver could probably never be undone Making music with my people seems nobody wants to come so i do it i keep writing i perfect everyone, every rhyme every line every lyric in my head here we come, The bass the beat N to the drums ay, Like a rockstar with a guitar jamming like there at a concert, On center stage with thousands people calling out his name.... (N What they say)? The music is the motive for me, to keep my feet going, So i "whistle a little a melody n keep flowing". Keep focused little man right now it might be a little hard, when all your battle marks, wounds and all scars start showing dopest, i think Im loosing my mind, (Oh shit not again),! Taking hits, taking shots, taking sips of heavy medicine,