so i started learnen and searchen how to keep my fire burnen that reason for my burdin but i dont want it to go away i dont wana flow away i hold on to my fire and pray one day i may not have to feel this pain but then it rains i hold onto my fire and pray that i dont flow away so for one day i may stay back where i used to be because i dont like the new me i want to be nice and kind and free so they can see the real me