VERSE_1 she broke my heart right from the start now I'm used to them pills l don't feel right my mind is foggy I can't think straight moving on a fastlane l might take a left flying above the clouds is she on a jet she probably be flying to japan to buy me a new shirt tears in my eyes is she the great huh walking on the highway my mind lost I'm now a psychopath need to take a bath oh used to sit in the back watching her reading all her favorite books back in highschool used to hangout on lunch I can't believe l used to tell her that l love her very much remember the day I fall in the mud huh maybe l wasn't far too good and enough for love many days have passed fast enough but l can't seem to get rid of my past now I'm staring at our photos in the dark coz I can't relax why ? VERSE _2 trying to be a superstar like jeff hardy everything seems nice before you decided to leave me and broke my heart and you switched off my light left all alone in the dark thats where I'm stuck for the past few months i got a pain in my heart l can't relax so I gotta decide what to do with my life before l demise love is blind but swear the next time I will go in with a torch guess juice wrld was right when he said all girls are the same hanty i use to think we were endless here is my heart on my sleeve wished to see ya on a new years eve I was adam and you was eve but you still hurt me anxiety and depression is all on me paranoid can't trust any woman even if they truly love me