so much depression with a aggressive transgression/ i try to transcend but instead i get deceptive with perception/thats just the way my minds hard wired,my minds relay's are fried/ but ill feel better tomorrow,when i wake up with tomorrow's first high/wake up looking like night of the liveing dead a zombie choking/ decapitate ya infatuated with needles and pipes/i aint saying there urge aint there, cuz its there 24/7/my girl saying she scared for me,thinking im gonna start acting out behaviorly/all my so called friends they smoke ice im not gonna lie/so when they in rotation, i pray to the lord to help me not loose my mind/no time to delay, im walking a straight and nerrow path better not deviate/i sit with a pen and pad trying to create this monstrosity of rap/i remember back in the day,the same mind frame but a different time and place/ when i was stuck in my Attic,eyes bulging from my head just like a fucking crack addict/my mind and thoughts are frantic i was seeing shit blasphematic reactive/ to the chemical warfare going on in my brain speaking in different dialogues thinking im going insane/ so its been like what 4 years now and i aint been high/ ive seen how this shit destroys lifes and takes away everything you work so hard for/ ive witnessd it first hand when i lived in Beaumont back in 17/ working at that ihop i had everything