I miss our hugs, I miss our moments. you were my person, now we're estranged. was it deranged, how I picture our perfect house? I dreamt we were on a fron porch, grown old but that waters gone stale and cold. I miss my hand in yours, I miss what we had. why can it be? were we doomed from the start? I drove in head first, assumed the best, I trusted you. Two and a half years together, one month apart, and now I miss you, because you were supposed to be my soulmate. Then your cheating made that clickbait. I don't know what I'm gonna do... I'll always always miss you... you are the love of my live even though our story had strife. forever in my heart is where we stay, but it ends there. you can't be with me because you don't love me, I can't be with you because you broke me. you broke my trust, you broke my heart, I hold our memories dear even though we'll forever be apart. do you miss me? do you hate things that remind you of me? I miss you... I stopped getting rid of things that make me think of you, because everything I see reminds me of us. of you. I love you, but that's stupid. I miss you, but that futile. I reached out to you tonight, and that's dumb. . . How come it felt real? why would you give us up for the rush of infidelity? We could have at least stayed friends if you had've just been honest about falling out of feeling for me from whenever that started, then I could blame myself instead of you. went back to being besties like the old days... Anyone takes anything from this, never date your best friend. I don't regret anything about us, I'll cherish us, but it's too painful to lose your love and your best friend... you mourn both, you miss both... I hope it works out for you. -oh I'm a dumb bitch that I miss us so-