set up medaphor punch line real life I cant even make. this up. all the shit that I be hearing i done heard enough. auntie 60 say she wanna turn the club out hit them poles get that money. yeah turn them thugs out. yeah she talking so im listening thinking I know I must be tripping I know I must be hearing shit. this aint how she living. even though she getting high yeah i still got respect. lost her moms and her sisters plus her brother imagine that. feeling alone i dont doubt it. when her oldest doing life. and the other one stay drunk and he ain't talking go her right. got her up in her head with conspiracy's and theory's that the family broke bad yeah she scarying me. remembering how she cared for me when I was down and out in them dark places. facing shit alone but still coming out it strong. yeah real life I cant even make this up all the shit that I been hearing I done heard enough. my ex on my conscience still love her ass to death. still which that shit would work but then again cant hold my breath. she was the only one that got me yeah that real love i felt it. she just caught up in a habit hate them cards and how he dealt it. it aint easy getting away from all them demons. yeah especially when im slanging what you needing. putting a pause on your breathing and every deep breath you taking fall in line with how im treating ya. I aint trying to leave your heart scared not hardly cause i need it. wanted you right by my side at your best . I pray to Jesus. that you rise above it all yeah head right I think about it every night. real life I cant even make this up all this shit that I be hearing I done heard enough. im older now they speaking on my game yeah its colder now. im up in this bitch, yeah up this bitch. got them cadys I can move yeah them ruccis as my shoes no losing watch the news. im just good at what I do. from the rapping to the trapping from the cooking to the booking. I can easily make a mill now yeah no looking. got the recipe gave the streets the best of me. as serious as the lessons be remembered how they stepped to me wanting me to lose. but winning what I choose....set aside them haters and started living for the paper.....