DevMoney - If you was alive (Official Audio)
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•15 Feb 2022
If you was alive the world wouldn't be in shambles I'm chained down n caged up like an animal all this shit that gets thrown at me makes me feel miserable I feel like if you was alive they would treat me incredibly instead of the way the way they do now that you're gone it's so terrible that it makes life feel so unbearable that's why I shed tears for you when I sleep I see you in my dreams talking to me like don't u worry don't u cry every things going to be alright cause I'm looking down keeping my eye on you all the time watching you making sure every thing going to be just fine yeah just fine.... If u was alive we wouldn't have to miss u if u was alive we wouldn't have to shed a tear for u if u was alive we wouldn't have to deal with the drama n lies I wish u was still alive yeah still alive yeah.... If u was alive still none of us would have to shed a tear for u the situation we are forced to deal with by continuing to live life without u is low-key unbearable it makes me feel so miserable cuz all I do is wish u was still here it's unbelievable that ur gone I could never imagine this day would ever come all of us is depressed missing u wishing God wouldn't of took u so soon I confess idk what to do besides grip on a tool n go on a fools aren but I haven't decided it it's worth it or not cuz ik y'all wouldn't want me to throw my life away yeah ik my way of thinking it's unimaginable it's borderline phyco so I keep it in my mind n never speak nor act upon it just keep on living my life the best way I can to make u proud while u looking down watching me standing next to God n our loved ones in heaven I'm just tryin to do right as a man so I lock my feelings away so I won't have to feel this way it's a curse n a blessin to feel depression cuz at least u know ur human to only feel anger n frustration with a fucked up way of thinking I feel like I'm loosing my mind help me heavnly father before I go bline to the path u made for me yeah for me....
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If you was alive the world wouldn't be in shambles I'm chained down n caged up like an animal all this shit that gets thrown at me makes me feel miserable I feel like if you was alive they would treat me incredibly instead of the way the way they do now that you're gone it's so terrible that it makes life feel so unbearable that's why I shed tears for you when I sleep I see you in my dreams talking to me like don't u worry don't u cry every things going to be alright cause I'm looking down keeping my eye on you all the time watching you making sure every thing going to be just fine yeah just fine.... If u was alive we wouldn't have to miss u if u was alive we wouldn't have to shed a tear for u if u was alive we wouldn't have to deal with the drama n lies I wish u was still alive yeah still alive yeah.... If u was alive still none of us would have to shed a tear for u the situation we are forced to deal with by continuing to live life without u is low-key unbearable it makes me feel so miserable cuz all I do is wish u was still here it's unbelievable that ur gone I could never imagine this day would ever come all of us is depressed missing u wishing God wouldn't of took u so soon I confess idk what to do besides grip on a tool n go on a fools aren but I haven't decided it it's worth it or not cuz ik y'all wouldn't want me to throw my life away yeah ik my way of thinking it's unimaginable it's borderline phyco so I keep it in my mind n never speak nor act upon it just keep on living my life the best way I can to make u proud while u looking down watching me standing next to God n our loved ones in heaven I'm just tryin to do right as a man so I lock my feelings away so I won't have to feel this way it's a curse n a blessin to feel depression cuz at least u know ur human to only feel anger n frustration with a fucked up way of thinking I feel like I'm loosing my mind help me heavnly father before I go bline to the path u made for me yeah for me....
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