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Universe love (16:23:41)

Universe love (16:23:41)

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13 Feb 2022

Hard days into harder nights Try to be apart of my daughters life Caught right in a hog toe Long day at the wrong place. at the wrong time Going off confident not get lost in the dark sky Tossed in the chemicals part gentleman Part in the middle of a bar fight Spit the bars out, Rip my heart out with a sharp knife I’m really in the middle of a hard time Car finds it’s way to the park nightly Reallyvcould get away if i start trying Buts who’s gonna miss yall lying I’m lost I’m fine stop tryong im saying I’m not alright t I’m wcotemplating Walter white It’s hard to stop being toxic when you’re not trying I’m not gonna sit here and lie to you pretend that I’m all smiles I keep having this dream where it seems im everything’s gonna be all right living with my kids in a small house backyard two dogs and it’s all fine then I wake up in the middle of my car crying All night, cigarettes on the dash board marb lights I’m not gonna sit here and lie to you cuz I knothat I’ll start crying I Keep having this nightmare where nothing ends up being all right missing my kids on a hard couch back sore too soft and I’m too tired, then I wake up in the middle of their arms crying all night giving kisses to dad for giving us our life we love you more than everything, everything is gonna be alright Inknow I was gone for a lot of time, I I wanna apologize, you probably saw your mom with a lot of guys, I want you to know what is wrong and what is really right, I’m not saying it was moms faults it was really mine S when she got angry it would turn into a bar brawl, fists and instills would really flying, she would say things just to hurt me and they got worse so in thought that’s all that her thoughts were This is kind of silly because I really liked your mom a lot but I was always so sick abd she was taking care of me like a baby it was awful to watch So now your mom hates me and she wouldn’t stop, cuz I self medicated and I c ouldn’t stop, So she runs around saying it, drinking booze a lot, pretty soon,she was getting used a lot, And I couldn’t drop myself from shaking so i self medicated my mind was made up, I was headed to a gravestone at least I know where imheaded when I say so so where’s my train go,now I dealt with pain, and gave hope, it felt great but melted my brain slow like a milk shake feeling like my self today,

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2 years ago

@codypiercy.7008 thanks man. Need practice. You a mod?

2 years ago

your pretty good 🔥🔥

2 years ago

Hard days into harder nights Try to be apart of my daughters life Caught right in a hog toe Long day at the wrong place. at the wrong time Going off confident not get lost in the dark sky Tossed in the chemicals part gentleman Part in the middle of a bar fight Spit the bars out, Rip my heart out with a sharp knife I’m really in the middle of a hard time Car finds it’s way to the park nightly Reallyvcould get away if i start trying Buts who’s gonna miss yall lying I’m lost I’m fine stop tryong im saying I’m not alright t I’m wcotemplating Walter white It’s hard to stop being toxic when you’re not trying I’m not gonna sit here and lie to you pretend that I’m all smiles I keep having this dream where it seems im everything’s gonna be all right living with my kids in a small house backyard two dogs and it’s all fine then I wake up in the middle of my car crying All night, cigarettes on the dash board marb lights I’m not gonna sit here and lie to you cuz I knothat I’ll start crying I Keep having this nightmare where nothing ends up being all right missing my kids on a hard couch back sore too soft and I’m too tired, then I wake up in the middle of their arms crying all night giving kisses to dad for giving us our life we love you more than everything, everything is gonna be alright Inknow I was gone for a lot of time, I I wanna apologize, you probably saw your mom with a lot of guys, I want you to know what is wrong and what is really right, I’m not saying it was moms faults it was really mine S when she got angry it would turn into a bar brawl, fists and instills would really flying, she would say things just to hurt me and they got worse so in thought that’s all that her thoughts were This is kind of silly because I really liked your mom a lot but I was always so sick abd she was taking care of me like a baby it was awful to watch So now your mom hates me and she wouldn’t stop, cuz I self medicated and I c ouldn’t stop, So she runs around saying it, drinking booze a lot, pretty soon,she was getting used a lot, And I couldn’t drop myself from shaking so i self medicated my mind was made up, I was headed to a gravestone at least I know where imheaded when I say so so where’s my train go,now I dealt with pain, and gave hope, it felt great but melted my brain slow like a milk shake feeling like my self today,

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