Tears

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11 Feb 2022

No pain no gainYou put me through pain now you have to gain my respect. Look in the mirror so the pictures clearer what do you see when you reflect. I had to earn my stripes I’m a solid dude It’s my Q but I’m stuck behind the 8 ball. You constantly quote “love me for who I am” but God damn understand a man can only take so much before He packs upAnd calls it quits balls up his fist and hits the dry wall when you fuck up somehow it is always my fault You took it to far throwing out my shit to making me sleep in the car. You ripped out my heart and tore it apart to a million pieces what was your reason excuse after excuse it happen every other weekend your shallow while I was in the deep end. Went from queen in my contacts to Manda panda can hardly stand ya every dollar I made I had to hand ya You know how many nights I wanted to call. Every single one but absolutely had nothing to say at all I just wanted to say my grace Hear her little voice maybe see her face. Listen to her say her prays answer questions why I’m not there and I’m over here in tears Long days turning into even longer nights. Had to be inspired imagine the fire I had to walk Thru Creature I had to talk to You a bold girl I’m leaving’ my soul is freezing in this cold world. I had so much to offer you Had to raise 2 kids and still find the time I father you You said I loved you more than your father do. You controlled my mind & tried to change me the clothes in the closet started rearranging. I felt..... I couldn’t breathe or inhale was it a mirage no I was in hell my shit all over the the yard like a garage sale. Your quick to rip pics off the wall I do the same thing ever fucking day I need change cuz these bills are piling up I feel pain. I’m a good dude but when I go into rhyme mood I turn into the devil. Super Mario Metal on the 99th level. I’m bout to reach the top spot I’m not shocked or satisfied My stuff seemed to disappear magically We never went on walks and talked out our differences that was my fault. Subject Even stopped holding hands in public I’m all alone You were taught revenge is the best medicine so here’s a taste of your own I just paid off my car and bout to buy a home so you can’t throw me out no more. Or lock the door. Make me sleep on the couch or mop the floor.

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9 months ago

that's sum real words. I felt that. what fathers don't go through it.

2 years ago

No pain no gainYou put me through pain now you have to gain my respect. Look in the mirror so the pictures clearer what do you see when you reflect. I had to earn my stripes I’m a solid dude It’s my Q but I’m stuck behind the 8 ball. You constantly quote “love me for who I am” but God damn understand a man can only take so much before He packs upAnd calls it quits balls up his fist and hits the dry wall when you fuck up somehow it is always my fault You took it to far throwing out my shit to making me sleep in the car. You ripped out my heart and tore it apart to a million pieces what was your reason excuse after excuse it happen every other weekend your shallow while I was in the deep end. Went from queen in my contacts to Manda panda can hardly stand ya every dollar I made I had to hand ya You know how many nights I wanted to call. Every single one but absolutely had nothing to say at all I just wanted to say my grace Hear her little voice maybe see her face. Listen to her say her prays answer questions why I’m not there and I’m over here in tears Long days turning into even longer nights. Had to be inspired imagine the fire I had to walk Thru Creature I had to talk to You a bold girl I’m leaving’ my soul is freezing in this cold world. I had so much to offer you Had to raise 2 kids and still find the time I father you You said I loved you more than your father do. You controlled my mind & tried to change me the clothes in the closet started rearranging. I felt..... I couldn’t breathe or inhale was it a mirage no I was in hell my shit all over the the yard like a garage sale. Your quick to rip pics off the wall I do the same thing ever fucking day I need change cuz these bills are piling up I feel pain. I’m a good dude but when I go into rhyme mood I turn into the devil. Super Mario Metal on the 99th level. I’m bout to reach the top spot I’m not shocked or satisfied My stuff seemed to disappear magically We never went on walks and talked out our differences that was my fault. Subject Even stopped holding hands in public I’m all alone You were taught revenge is the best medicine so here’s a taste of your own I just paid off my car and bout to buy a home so you can’t throw me out no more. Or lock the door. Make me sleep on the couch or mop the floor.

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