Memories

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10 Feb 2022

#AATW Verse 1 memories dragging my down my conscious when they cross my mind. they'll just randomly appear and stear me outta line. had me contemplating is life even worth the time. And if I disappeared would people notice I felt pain inside. Staring out the window as the rain falls and I close my eyes. swear too god although I fail I promise you I always try. Many questions to you leave me twisted and I'm asking why. you give me a life and the outcome is I have too die. Still ain't found my purpose Still I keep on learning I'ma keep on working till all my tables turning I'm learning too find love you need too see it in yourself. I've found If you want trust you gotta take the offered help I diversify the meaning of what's love and what is greed It's funny sleeping always seems too keep us from our dreams The definition of success is what you perceive it too be and everything that you lack should be all that you Try too achieve Chorus Talking too God Talking too god do you even see me here? Losing it all Losing it all Im feeling the pain and Fear Clouding my head Clouding my head I wanna feel good for a change Drowning in hate Drowning in hate happiness out my range Verse 2 Memories been pestering my mindset in conversation. Trauma left a hole in my heart and there's no replacement. I've invested in the pain that i let rip myself apart. I do want too get better but it's hard for me too start. Darkness that overwhelms me. is like the hurt that people sell me. I know i shouldn't have it. but my greed is what compels me. This is a classic way that I get caught up in confusion. and the doubts just take over my brain and tell me that I'm useless. It's hard too save someone from Drowning when your Drowning too. Unless you push yourself down further away from safety. maybe one day I I live my life and love myself. But until that can show itself I push away the offered help. it's hard too trust in people when you know your very vulnerable. and if you give that trust away it really is uncomfortable. I speak too god I need advice. I bleed my thoughts I say it twice I bleed my thoughts can someone help. I've put the bible on the shelf. Chorus Talking too God Talking too god do you even see me here? Losing it all Losing it all Im feeling the pain and Fear Clouding my head Clouding my head I wanna feel good for a change Drowning in hate Drowning in hate happiness out my range

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#AATW Verse 1 memories dragging my down my conscious when they cross my mind. they'll just randomly appear and stear me outta line. had me contemplating is life even worth the time. And if I disappeared would people notice I felt pain inside. Staring out the window as the rain falls and I close my eyes. swear too god although I fail I promise you I always try. Many questions to you leave me twisted and I'm asking why. you give me a life and the outcome is I have too die. Still ain't found my purpose Still I keep on learning I'ma keep on working till all my tables turning I'm learning too find love you need too see it in yourself. I've found If you want trust you gotta take the offered help I diversify the meaning of what's love and what is greed It's funny sleeping always seems too keep us from our dreams The definition of success is what you perceive it too be and everything that you lack should be all that you Try too achieve Chorus Talking too God Talking too god do you even see me here? Losing it all Losing it all Im feeling the pain and Fear Clouding my head Clouding my head I wanna feel good for a change Drowning in hate Drowning in hate happiness out my range Verse 2 Memories been pestering my mindset in conversation. Trauma left a hole in my heart and there's no replacement. I've invested in the pain that i let rip myself apart. I do want too get better but it's hard for me too start. Darkness that overwhelms me. is like the hurt that people sell me. I know i shouldn't have it. but my greed is what compels me. This is a classic way that I get caught up in confusion. and the doubts just take over my brain and tell me that I'm useless. It's hard too save someone from Drowning when your Drowning too. Unless you push yourself down further away from safety. maybe one day I I live my life and love myself. But until that can show itself I push away the offered help. it's hard too trust in people when you know your very vulnerable. and if you give that trust away it really is uncomfortable. I speak too god I need advice. I bleed my thoughts I say it twice I bleed my thoughts can someone help. I've put the bible on the shelf. Chorus Talking too God Talking too god do you even see me here? Losing it all Losing it all Im feeling the pain and Fear Clouding my head Clouding my head I wanna feel good for a change Drowning in hate Drowning in hate happiness out my range

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