can u hear my voice in the air this song is for the girl with blonde hair oh wait I don't see you here or there you are not anywhere I'm alone popin pills so I can numb this pain but sometimes they got me Goin insane all these songs put me in the rain I don't think I'll be the same again it hurts to see all your loved ones fall now you have no one at all so many problems there hard to solve Carrie the wait of the world like a shawl made so much money now im ready to ball fighting for for my life No one worries at all everyone never really cared for me I know that's why every one's moving so slow only a few people helped me when I was low now they sitten in the front row of every show I've tried powers,I've tried pills i tried spending a bunch of bills but none of it heals the pain I feel 💔 people it's not a big deal but they don't know what's real they don't understand how I feel all my memories play like a reel all my niggas eating a big meal some of yall snakes some of yall eels take yall girls and ima mak'em squeal