Everything I've been through left me heartless everything I've been through turnt me to the darkness. Not to many people cares about me so why should I care about them, not to many people believed in me so why should I believe in them. If they want to hurt me imma be heartless, like God was when I seen my brother in a casket. Ever since then I've been depressed imma shoot my shot and make the basket. Gotta focus on the future and not the past. I hated when my bro died because we were so attracted. And when he overdose we lost our bone now I'm starting to regain it after so long. I was his big bro and his idol everything I did he followed along. I always said I wanted a baby at 16 butt instead I raised one at 9 barely had any money no more than a dime. And I barely had any time, technically my little brother was mine. Every time he smiled it was the biggest shine. I got 7 other siblings they r amazing but it not complete without Bentley they are amazing anyway.