my brother is gone he didn't live long I taught him how walk and talk taught him how to crawl when his lifeless body was in my arms it was dark in side four walls. I loved him even with his flaws. My heart was broken into a million pieces now the only time I can see him is when I'm sleeping.on top of that my mom got 10 years she won't be home anytime soon step dad hopefully ain't coming home. All this weight on my chest got to let it up but I can't find no one to talk to that I trust enough. I still talk to him but ain't the same I talk to him in class people think I'm insane. But it's just me reminiscing on my brain tryna figure out how to release my pain. Nobody understands the pain that I'm in when I try to tell them they just play pretend so how and I supposed to find my true self again. I was only a youngin didn't know what to do ran outside didn't have a clue on what to do I was just trying to help my Lil bro he was only 2, he had his whole life ahead of him it sucks that his life came to a end. At his funeral seen him in his casket body was cold kissed him for the time then my body started to fold, I didn't know what a overdose was I was only nine years old. I use to be down bad we lived in a apartment where drugs was being sold. Bub can't wait to see u again and do things we never got to do untill then be a big boy and stay true. To: Bentley Robert deer From: tyty