baby please dont you cry im right there if you need i said lies trust me im so sorry why everyone is mean to me maybe because im not a good person oh shit searching for peace but i cant get it looking for anwsers that i cant get but im still searching im overthinking babe i need you by my side but you aint there for me right when im rapping everybody sit the fuck down to listen to this shit ya im as bad as you depressed and broken mental illness take the control dont know what to do why you wanna take my soul doing perkis to forget my problemes drinking bottles to remember the past i wanna die right now but i cant everyday i cry at night in my bed i want to never wake up again i dont to feel shit again numb as fuck pain made me cold hearted i dont give a fuck saying im a maniac i work so hard you cant imagine right in the end it doesnt even matter how hard i try the pain is stil there im holding on, to stay here dont know where to go i lose control i need to know i need go back home