Shit About to lose my grip about to sink this ship let it all go do, drown in shame and ignorance, shit this ain't no bliss Saw the old me and blew one last kiss changing sucks but so do fists wake up feelin so pissed it's gettin too old, stuck in the cold but I never had time to think about it cuz I don't have a watch not even a clock so I don't know what time it is half the time I feel like I'm too blitzed, Had these thoughts in my mind so I jotted them Anxiety rules in my mind so there ain't no stoppin it society sucks right now, all I can is watch this shit, Im no super man, called an uber and sat in the back and rotted in, My self pitty, I'm so shitty but I'm in love with it, well now I'm tipsy and keep sipping and never know when to stop it man! well shit, this my life and I really hope you approve, nah I'm just playing I could care less what think or assume, I'm just a dude in his room trying to make a living off of something that I do maybe even smoke a doob or two Maybe you don't like it cuz you barely liking you, I'm unapologetically being myself bitch I don't need help For a whole damn year I've worked on mental health Still to this do though all I wanna harm is myself,