it always have to be this way why do i always here complains why do i avoid the change why do i always hold back anyway why cant the drama stay away why do i hate the way i live pretend like life's is okay but that's just something i want to believe i cant sleep yeah without the cigirate close to my teeth life is a short trip inst it but a longer dream i pack bags load em up with enough sick weed ladened with the emotions that lead to have my high bp i ate enough god damn i always feel so empty the only thing that feels me is the air am still breathing the task god gave us so tempting y do the bad guys always have the good things when i loose things, loved one give me bad feeling understanding it is just more exuasuting then i fell like ive lost it chorus ive lost it x2 am butsted all my sins been unrevealed by the public they caught me memos to my parents cause you walk in my shoes but not in my stockings yeah you get what i feel when u smell it what ive dealth with is not your mate nigga where i am now is big price pay nigga and trust me its to costly and falsely advise u not to be its a naughty job chains hand cuffs always pissed off find my self the list of the least ones too young to die young fear the return cause am coming home no returns cause ive lost it your god sent but u aint going for message i read the Bible doging my sins in its passage ignoring the guilty but it springs up more damage pray for forgiveness looking at mary image when i fell like ive lost it