All I wanna is take the past And make it last I want my freedom back And I really want it fast Now I'm Chained to the jail I call it hell my own cell that I share with my nightmares I know I fell I wish I had done A lotta things in my name Try and secure that bag Not put out my flame Cancel out the hate Try to put shit through the gate Now I'm stuck here receiving all the shame But now my wish Is just to take the gun Kill myself And just be done But of course I got people on the front throwing me back Just attack Or end me like a bag nik naks Now I'm in an endless cycle of hate So what's my fate? I'm the shame Everyone looks at me the same Knowing that I came I'm just a man A man with a plan To end his life For a couple a grands. Try to stop me I will be free Come tomorrow You won't see me. By tomorrow I will be gone My body here But my soul the dawn I wanna wake up with stars No wait I think on Mars No wait Ain't that too far? Scratch that Just crash the car Please bruh Just end me now Please bruh I hate the ouch She said I love you too Well bitch, where are you now? She left me when I needed her the most That's what they all do They all say men are trash But aren't they same too? Aren't you the ones who always go around and talk about shit I'm sorry miss but we men aren't like We go around shit We let you have the play And when it's done You still say "That men are trash" But so is your dad gay? I really hate your guts and really hope you go to hell Because all the shit you put me through I can't even tell I can't even count nor extract the words from my mouth Cause you left me dead, rotting here on my couch. I gave you everything girl I even turned aristocrat I gave you the power I gave you my lungs And now I can't breathe I just need your arms. You say you the victim But what is that? Are you the victim after hurting me so bad. I tried to change for you Get myself all dressed up, play the blame for you Eat all of the bullshit And literally just go insane for you.