Rap Fame A&R

3 years ago

Hi @ja_cob2009! Welcome to our feedback of 'giving up'! 💥 Love the natural sounding flow here. Very cool! 🎶 Sweet work over that beat. Your timing was almost perfect. Yess, we are liking this beat with your bars! 🎼 Can you improve the quality of your recording somehow? It will really improve the sound of your tracks. It's great how you portray raw emotion in this track, not an easy task but you've done it well! 💜 Put a bit more into your next track, we can see your talent! 👌 All the best, The Rap Fame Team 😎

ja_cob2009

3 years ago

Have u ever had that feeling where you just had enough, put the trigger to your brain cuz u feel like giving up, and every time you think about it it causes you anxiety, and every time you try to fix it you just fix it quietly, I know that never works you just get more fucking hurt, then you go to therapy trying to get the answers you need, but the only thing she teaches you is how to fucking breath, I'm tired of all my metal health, I'm tired of all this shit, tired of not living the life I want to live, I just wanna cry, hide behind a mask so no one know I got teary eyes, telling everyone I am happy but that's all a fucking lie, I just wanna fix, Tired of looking myself in the mirror and saying I'm gonna quit, well now it's time to flip the fucking script, my eyes be balling out you'd be thinking I'm playing on the fucking nicks, I don't wanna die, I don't wanna put the trigger to my head and make my mama cry, I'm tired of all the devil's lies, telling me I don't matter, but I know I really do, saying I don't really matter, but now i no longer give a damn, but I really do, now I can't tell who is who, who is by my side and who just wants to see me get screwed, now I'm all alone and I really don't know what to do, I just want to go to sleep and lice life in my fucking dreams, cuz when I'm in my bed I don't give a shit bout what's been happening, got so much in my life but I still ain't where I wanna be, so u started popping pillys but the ones I get from therapy, and every time I take them everything gets a little less better, thinking about grabbing the pin and righting my last letter, to my parents saying thank you and I will love u till forever, reach across the table and cluched the Beretta, I'm tired of all my mental health, I'm tired of all this shit, I just wanna put the trigger to my head and quit, I just wanna smile, put the trigger to my head because I'm in denial, all the dress is running through my head it's like I'm running Miles, I ain't gonna pull the trigger I ain't wanna die, I just wann go and live a happy life, falling on my knees, I don't wann put the trigger to my head and let it squeeze, because if I do that will be the last time I see my family, don't wanna leave them, don't wanna do it, don't want to leave my family in ruins, find another way, life gave me lemons so I started making lemonade, I don't wanna die I wanna live to see another day,fuck it I ain't done yet, all these stresses in my head are being a big threat, scared to drop all my music cuz the people I have mad, what if they don't like it and tell me to give up, well I don't even give a fuck, I can't help it, don't wanna take off the kid cuz it would be over whelming, when stresses start to fill my head Suicides compelling, can't be happy for my own sac something be preventing, care so much about what others think now it's got me pretending, acting like I'm rich, acting like I'm happy, and acting like I have everything I could wish, but honestly life has been a bitch, I put more effort in acting happy then actually being it, when you see me all alone you will see the real me and I'm Sad as shit, grabbing the gun, I put the clip in and i cok it back once, put it against my head cuz I'm having enough, tired of going around putting up a front, so if i go through with all this shit the act is finally done, start squeezing the trigger a little tighter, tears running down my face because I didn’t reach what I desire, not on the counter saying I was just so fucking tired, and I was just a lier, lied about about my happiness and everything people admired, took the safety off and got a round in the chamber, thing about the after life I think my soul is in some danger, parents have no idea what's going on there was no disclaimers, they think everything is fine with me but they can’t see through my layers, my life flashes before my eyes times I was happy when I was a kid, right as I call it quits, the phone rang, she heading home from the bank, I started thinking about what would happen if I let it bang, I'd leave my family broken and I’ll only have myself to blame, can’t do that they're my everything, and if you’re like me your thoughts in your head are saying please don’t do it, Life is looking bad but you got to see through it, find something you really love in life and say fuck it and go pursue it, leather if you want to live don’t need somebody to improve it,