well they say that death is no joke it's a feeling I know all to well my family going to heaven, left me in a living hell some when I was younger, but most of them I remember. nothing u can do when God calls our number just pray that one day we all see each other never had a mom, but my grandma Eva was always my mother lord knows I miss the brothers p dawg, squid, meat and auto just know I luv ya what I wouldn't trade, but the pain made me different from the others rest in piece mike and Kyle I miss ur smile it hurt when we put u under 22 years later but I still remember I miss u auntie alice, I pray our missing murder and indigenous women get there own palace there's so much I can say, forever in my heart auntie Ella mae when it comes to real talk, I don't play, grandpa Simon, jammer daddy, and Anthony I'll see u all one day the pain I was given doesn't seem right, rest in piece to my uncle Mike and to my uncle Greg, I hope u found the light, the long house was jamming that night to my auntie Wanda and my uncle Jimmy hope ur watching over James Jr and nelly one thing I need god to tell me, why he took my sister Sally but that's not for me to question really to give us life, just to die is kinda silly but God I hope u have them rest in piece to brother gallon it seems the pain is making me meaner, what I wouldn't give for another hug and laugh from my auntie gina the smallest caskets r the worst forever 13 Marissa, know ur family forever miss ya. and I luv ya Riley James, prayers go out to my big sister will all these loses life just ain't the same I learned from all the pain start to really use my brain hoping I can see my cousin lil Bob again I can't go around and pretend just know I luv all my family, and I pray to see u all again. my feelings stay leaking out my pen. u all live thru me til the end!